Paper thin Mind of Me

A quick update:

Currently I am working on two blogs, one is on a comparison of mostly Eastern American Indian religion with Christianity and another about why I haven't been visiting a church building as much.

Also my mind feels very paper thin. Like I have been in an intense fight for so long that the body and mind just give up doing anything. I liken it to zombie mode or becoming life's marionette. I am just leaning on the trust that my puppet master is as good and loving as he says he is and has shown himself to be. Part of me just wants to push the pause button on life and go make a sandwich, pour a nice cold coke, eat a cookie, and just stare out the window at the clouds for a bit. If this were possible though, would I or anyone really come back and hit play?

Writing a book on martial arts is still working around inside me. Recently I have been reading about Jet Li talking about his call into Buddhism and seeing what he says. There is a lot of the words I agree with and some I don't. Either way it is quite enlightening to see how some martial artists work their own religion or philosophy into life. I guess that it just goes to show that no matter how fit a person is or is not, something inside draws deeper and more out there to find out the things beyond this world and ourselves. He also mentions that the person that is the most healthy and fit is the one that has both a spiritual and physical fitness. One with out the other would be out of balance. My question is this, what is the third element? Some talk about everything being in twos, but I also see that with the twos there is a hidden third. What is the third in the equation of religion and physical fitness together? The person involved......